emotional states of releasing my first single (part 1)

I CANT DO THIS I CANT EXPRESS HOW HAPPY AND EXCITED AND OVERWHELMED AND HOW EMOTIONAL AND EVERYTHING I AM 

http://open.spotify.com/album/5ByW9uHhz5NmmrcB6T73Uq  - LISTEN NOW YAY

Guys. I don’t even know what to say. My first recorded song is out into the world for the most part and the feedback I’m getting is nothing like I ever expected. The fact I am taking baby steps towards my dream is so exhilarating and beautiful. I CURRENTLY HAVE THIS SONG THAT I AM BEYOND TIRED OF SINCE I HAVE LISTENED/SUNG THIS SONG 1000 TIMES ALREADY ON REPEAT :). I am so overwhelmed in the most fantastic way (maybe it’s because I just had coffee????) and I AM SO THANKFUL. THANK YOU. Thank you for reading this. Thank you if you’ve ever watched a video of mine, listened to my song, commented on a picture, liked a picture, shown me love, or shown me to someone. This is my biggest dream and I never thought that by 15 years old I would be able to say I HAVE A FREAKING SONG PRODUCED WITH FREAKING JAN SMITH WHO IS EVERYTHING I CAN’T AND IT’S ON SPOTIFY AND ABOUT TO BE ON ITUNES. that is insane. I haven’t cried yet… just wait on it. I’m still waiting on iTunes to post my song, and I’ll keep you updated on how I feel about that when it happens (you already know how I’ll feel). I LOVE YOU GUYS ASDFGHJKL 

 

Ella 

LISTEN TO "I'M GONNA" ON SPOTIFY NOW!!!!! (and follow me there pleaaaase)